Hello there. I have made the choice to begin my journey in this life, at a moment when everything I once expected has changed. I had been divorced now for nine years and after the first year of my divorce, I began to date my ex again. I thought we were working things out and getting back on track, then covid hit. With covid and my job, my responsibilities began to pile up and my ex was not a part of my responsibility, so he chose a different path - one without me. During this time, which was 5 years ago, I began my spiritual journey not knowing where life was going to take me.
Then the signs and synchronicities started. I started noticing repeating numbers everywhere. 111, 222, and so on. They appeared from all directions. I kept looking at them and noticed a pattern. I also wanted to understand why I was seeing these numbers all the time. Soon, I began noticing other patterns, children, pictures, objects, sayings, things appearing multiple times in a single day. It felt strange, almost as if the universe was trying to tell me something. Again, I wanted to understand the why. This is also the time that I was introduced to TikTok. I don’t remember how, but I downloaded this onto my phone and during covid, empty nester, with no one to talk to because everyone was afraid, TikTok was my outlet.
People on TikTok began sharing their experiences of adjusting to life during covid. Over the years, I found myself returning to it occasionally, drawn to the conversations and insights people shared. It opened my mind to the idea that nothing in life is truly permanent, everything could change. Nothing was permanent. I began to see myself as a work in progress, realizing that I had the power to shape my own future. I had the power to reclaim my life, to become the person I was meant to be, free from control, making my own decisions. Begin to love me again, go out with whomever I wanted to, or date myself, break free from the invisible box of a toxic marriage, one I hadn’t fully seen before, only felt. I was scared out of my mind. As much as I was realizing my own power, I still carried the weight of self-blame. I thought it was my fault. That if I had been different, better, more, maybe my ex wouldn’t have had the affairs. That guilt consumed me, making me question everything.
This is my story. I'm not here to dwell on my past marriage or that chapter of my life, but rather to share my journey. My spiritual awakening. My healing, clearing energy, past-life healing, intuitive messages, transformation and my walk with Jesus.
Keep shining your light.
Add comment
Comments